Walk away

Take a chance on me
you will get hurt
take a chance on me
i will get hurt

play the game
we both get hurt
why play?
better to just walk away

is life just a series of tests,
see how much you can take
until you break
and give up for a rest?

troubled is what i feel
lonely and sad
insane and mad
struggling to deal

walk away from what hurts
walk away from what heals
after everything you gain
pain and sorrow is all i feel

Anzac Day

Well life update. Got a job in a medium sized, successful law firm, Hall and Wilcox Lawyers. That was one of my biggest goals this year and I got it, just need to work my best to keep it. Pay isn't great, but the opportunity presented is fantastic. Jack's my mate there, the only source of sanity in my day, surrounded by girls, sometimes you just need a guy to bounce thoughts and ideas off.

For Anzac day I was the Guard commander at Marybough, central Victoria. There were about 1000 people there, so it was kinda scary, but it went ok, a few small mistakes. The after party was huge. Lots of cheap drinks at the barracks before a night out in Ballarat, I can barely remember any of it, but its taken me 2 days to recover, so it must have been great.

Life is good, back on track. Need to see my friends more.